Love, Guide Me. I Don't Know The WayGive me directions to the end of the earth
And I'll give you everything else.
Will you follow me off the edge too?
Screaming over and over; "I love you, Love. I love you!"
Give me directions to the ocean's floor
And I'll show you how long I can hold my breath.
When I can wait no longer and inhale the salt water will you cry?
Will you cry and shout out; "Why, Love? Why!?"
Give me directions to your heart
And I'll give you the key to mine.
Will you hold it safely in your hands and set me free?
Will you beg me for a look inside saying; "Love, please, can I see?"
Give me directions to God's heaven
And I'll follow you there when you go.
When I reach heaven's gate will the Angels let me in?
Will they look away and tell me; "Sorry, Love, but your soul is filled with too much sin."
Give me directions to where you are
And I'll do my best to find the path.
Will you greet me with open arms or turn me away?
Will you hold me and caress me whispering; "Love, please stay."
Just a memory of past memories.I wish that my wounds could heal,
But you've stabbed me in the back
So many times that the pain is all I ever want to feel.
( Just to remember you)
I wish that my soul could believe in more than what I see
But here I stand with only my absent God and my agony.
Maybe I'm not worthy of the sky. Or maybe God forgot about me.
( Just like you did. )
I wish that my cracked lips could smile
And I miss those days, those fleeting hours
When we drove to the ocean and laughed away the countless miles.
( Just a smile. )
Like a tree in winter, I feel it, but I'm not dead.
The coldness in my empty room reminds me of the coldness in your heart
and the memories we shared in this once warm bed.
( Just memories now.)
I wish that I could dream, I mean really dream for once.
Maybe to forget the past or to forget you like you forgot me.
How long has it been, love? Years, days, weeks, months?
( Just the past. )