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Oh, I wanted to drain the life out of his body and stand over him as he bled out onto that musty old carpet. I wanted to turn around and head back down the hall and burst into the room to make my vision a reality. My Dark side laughed and replayed my earlier vision, the one it had tricked me with. I held my palms to my temples and closed my eyes tight against the force of my Dark Side. I didn't want to be this way. I didn't want the darker me to win.
Quotes From My FatherUpon discussing what becomes of a person after they die.
Me: "Dad, What I'm afraid about death is that I don't know what happens after I'm gone.."
Dad: "Well, your body just disperses into the ground and it feeds animals and plants. Therefore a part of you just keeps living forever, on and on and on even after you yourself have died. And even when those plants and animals die they then will be recycled again and again. Over and over. So, really you never die at all."
Me: "But what do you think happens to your soul? I mean, do you think there is somewhere that it goes?"
Dad: "Your soul is just energy, like the electricity that powers the lights. And what happens to light? It travels on and on throughout the universe at 186,000 miles per second, but yet it never stops since there is nothing to stop it."
Lady of the NightHer Thin lips painted blood red,
Glazed eyes seeking an escape.
She doesn't stir as I cross the caution tape.
I know her face
Because I've seen her around,
But not because I used her; this trampled rose on the ground.
Dark clouds approached
As she waited for warmth by the corner,
But none of her lovers' have appeared to morn her.
Beaten and bruised,
She would return crying.
Theres only so much one soul can take before it starts dying.
She flew from the top.
Now, a dead bird in the street.
Her cries are silenced as she lays at my feet.
A deep red sea
Surrounds her pale face,
A crimson colored tear in the fabric of space.
Flashing lights intrude,
reflections in this red puddle.
The police conclude that her death was not a struggle.
But it was.
Well, maybe not quite.
She died willingly but it still isn't right.
I want to kill them all.
Those men who abused her.
I want to take back all the nights that they used her.
Its over now though.
Theres nothing I could have fixed
But I w
Insanity Is Only The Beginning 1.0Insanity is Only the Beginning
There is a shadow that follows me, a mirror image of who I could be, of who I am. It always has a hold on me but I can't let it take me.
Dreams are reality and reality becomes a dream when you're insane that's just how it is. I can't distinguish between light and dark, night and day, dreams and reality, memory and nightmare. It's all the same here in my insanity.
White rooms and white hallways, doctors or demons, whats the difference? Injections, Drugs, Pills They numb me but they never truly take away the voice that I hear. It's my voice, but darker, more biting and tense.
It brings back memories of dreams, or dreams of memories I can't tell the difference now.
Sometimes I'll remember my childhood, when my father used to beat me Bad memories like that I try to erase but my dark side always brings them back. Sometimes I remember good things though, like my girlfriend She was a beautiful woman, even he
Chill Of Night..chpt 9 pt 2.. "Well, you see " Adam's father, Jim, began to explain hesitantly. His dark hair had been trimmed very short with almost army like precision and he rubbed the short stubble on the top of his head back and forth nervously.
Laine had still been Rather groggy and tired when we visited her so we only stayed for a short while. We had questioned her a bit about the car accident but she told us that she didn't remember much about it so we just let it slide.
As soon as we had said our goodbyes to Laine we had headed straight over to Adam's house so that I could see his father's ability for myself. Now that I was facing him I wasn't sure that I really wanted to know what his power was.