Suicide As I gaze over the edgeof the great abyss I feel the weightof every loveless kiss. Will I mend? No one can tell,For my wounds are very deep But I care not if I live or dieAs I watch the blood seep. A white porcelain grave filled with water,Thats where you'll find me.My parents won't miss their daughter,They'll let me drown in this red sea. Darker grows the whitewashed roomand all I see is red. A shiny blade glints in the gloomas my thoughts leave my head. This is what you've done.Does it make you smile? I never meant to runBut I'll be gone for quite a while.
All These Questions- second additionWhat will there bewhen there is no love in this worldleft for me?What could be the use of lifeWhen freedom refuses to be free?What can I saywhen no one longs to listen?Who will be innocentwhen even child's eyeswon't glisten?So many questionsBut time runs away.Just one last request:Please, Remember this day.
All These QuestionsWhat lies in the halls of the imaginationAnd lingers in the depths of the soul?What if thoughts could foster a nationAnd words could make me whole
?When light ceases to exists what will the world hold
Will darkness consume everything?Leaving the oceans lonely and cold.Will the moon crash down from the sky?Will the birds still fly?These questions I cannot answer.Though my wondering mind wants it to be so.These thoughts are a deadly cancer.And I realize, I may never know.
Murder- Tanka PoemIt's dragging me downAnd now I'm 6 feet underI am in the groundBut my soul lingers longerDrifting on the winds of time
Stay- Tanka PoemLonely midnight windComes to take you yet againBut I can't let itHave you because you are mineAnd will always be my own
Broken Open- pt 2-Adauli/Lambski FanficPart 2- The light of sunrise was just beginning to peak over the trees when the nurse came back out of the hospital. Adam was eager to hear the news and he would have stood up to take it if his legs hadn't become giant pools of jelly. The nurse approached all too slowly and the seconds ticked by like hours. Adam looked up as she stopped near the corner of the bench and a new hopefulness seeped into his eyes. "He's out of surgery. He is still heavily sedated but you can come sit with him if you would like." She said. His legs seemed to immediately UN-jellify and he stood quickly. "I want to see him." He said simply.
Falling Starlight -Tanka PoemFalling autumn leavesLike flames of failing starlightCapture broken hearts,Burn thoughts of hateful remorseOh how I loved you dearly.