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I am Man, I am HellI am Man
I’m familiar with the
Hell of my creation
Those broken pieces that
Fall

The shattering words
That stab
The broken bones
That tear
The flesh that clings
desperately to my skin!

I will lead to my own
Destruction
With the death of my silence
The broken pieces inside
How dare they surface!

My insanity
That tear the skin
That holds you together
I am the cause
Of your destruction!

My words…
Slap!
My actions…
Stab!
My life…
Destruction!
My end…
Chaos!

Why do they stand
So close beside me?
When I’ll only
End up becoming the
End of their lives…

When I have
Become the monster!
With my cont

I feel nothing.The numbness is almost comforting
The feeling of absolutely nothing
No sadness, no anger
Just dead silence
I couldn't care less for his reply
I couldn't care less if he's gone for good
No nervousness, no fear
Just emptiness
My life just goes on, the days drag by
My cuts don't get worse, nor do they improve
No worries, not anxious
I feel nothing.

ComplicationsI am a constand disappointment

In the life of those I care about

And no matter how much I try

To pull away and shout I wanna break out

I wanna break the silence of my mind

Throw hate at you like acid

Make you believe I’m one of their kind

I want to burn your skin and make you suffer

Just so my words can’t reach you anymore

It’s my final wish, my last deadly offer

Let me go before I break you, dear

You’re too close, you came too near

I don’t know how to handle life

I don’t how to deal with my fear

My nervous complications

Follow no rule and no logic system

I am caught in lunacy and not in con

CharcoalI light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

The silence is now louder,
And we are samer than the others.
Though the fire now burns quieter,
We're nothing but fighting brothers.

So I light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

Aren't we lovers? Aren't we a fact?
Let's find a new fate.

Somewhere

people

don't

know

our

Don't.Put down the meds,
Pick up a book.
Stop cutting the wrist,
and take a second look.
The world may seem dark,
but it's so full of life!
So don't quit now,
the time isn't right.
Don't tie the noose.
Put the knife away.
It's not the time.
It's not the right day.
There's many things in this world,
both wrong and right.
But don't let the pain
blind your sight.
Many people love you
and can't wait for your smile.
So don't go, don't leave.
Please, stay a while.
Don't let the world try to hurt you.
Many people want to help
and help you get will soon.
Because if you go,
life wouldn't be the same.
So don't pick up the gun.
Live to see another day.

wading in deeperI've never told you
about this fear
and it is proof of cowardice
how I dare speak of it
when you're not here
I've never put it into words
before, but maybe you've seen it
in the way I look at you
or silently plead for your hand
to hold
it says
please
don't leave me
alone
because you are
the most precious soul
and without you here
I forget how to breathe
and drown

Dear momThirteen years are far too long.
I think of your favorite song
and I sit here this day,
thinking what would be the best to say.

I miss you, more then most know.
I remember the way your eyes used to glow.
Waking up each morning, to the smell of coffee and smoke,
there you sat, in your morning cloak.

One day I will paint, I'll paint you in blue.
For you are my sky, that will always be true.
I think of the days filled with happiness and smiles,
the way you made us feel, could be seen for miles.

The little things I wish I remembered,
the way you laughed, what you would have worn in December.
How it felt to fall a sleep next to you,
but one day

Consider It a DiseaseIs like a bomb that's about to hit
A errie thought that takes over
When life get hard
We give up
Therefore it seems like death is the only answer
You wish your friends and family can stop you
But only you can stop yourself
Don't let negatively become a disease
You're stronger then that
Life will get better down the road
Is the truth but only so few can believe in so

The Battle for SanityI’m struggling to keep sanity

Thanks to humanity

Every day is a battle

My head shakes like a rattle

Broken from the scars of this war that I see

I can barely make out who I used to be

As the days grow hotter

I melt to water
<

Their Guardian Angel

You think this over.

It's not like you're dead.
They're just humans,
And you're just an angel.
What was it you did?
What was it you said?

One day you're okay.
Then next it's all wrong.
Suddenly you're fighting.
On opposite sides.
All the stuff you hid from them,

You fell so hard,
It hurt you all so.
You were everything to them.
Meant to be and supposed to be,
Protecting them.

You were everything,
A friend a guide,
A hunter with wings.
But when you turned,
You saw Dean fall.

You lost him.
You lost them all.
Castiel what did you do?
Call yourself their guardian angel,
So much for a divine intervention.

Una fiestaHoy me levante con un extraño sueño. Bueno siempre sueño con cosas extrañas, asi que es normal aunque soñe que mucha gente estaba reunida y me decia felicidades pero no entendi.
Fui a desayunar una chocolatada, y como tostadas con dulce de leche. Estaban riquisimas.
Luego me lave los dientes y intente peinarme pero.. solo me agarre el flequillo con una colita y lo tire para atras.
Nada interesante paso, vi anime hasta que a las 11 recibi un mensaje a Facebook de una amiga de Da diciendo "Felicidades por tu primer año en Da. Abri DA a las 6 de la tarde, si?. Prometido ^^"
Pero... porque escribiria eso. Sera hoy el día que me inscribi en DA.
Enciendo la computadora pero me distraigo con canciones. Asi que cuando paso como quince minutos recorde lo que iba hacer. Abro DA y me encuentro con eso. Sinceramente no lo recordaba asi que escribi un journal pero nada más, pero senti que no era suficiente para describirle todo lo que siento p

LiveI'm Rio that needs a hero.

Take this knife out of my chest or leave me bleeding with out a bulletproof vest.

Am I a angel or a demon? something in me is emotional and hidden.

Somethings are unwritten and out spoken. A fire is in me.

Water calms the flames of rage. To much water kills the flame that is in a cage.

The bird still sings in it's tortured state of mind. Trying to find peace inside.

Peace is is wish for being so blind. Because peace is at his bedside.

Between the darkened heart and pent up rage. The sun is rising off the waves.

A new day rises another one sets. I'm letting go of this soulless regret.

This is for my own good

Love and trust are brokenLove and trust are broken
More times than restored
And leaves a person dead
But not blind
When you still fall in love and trust
Even though you’re broken
It’s probably just desperation
To keep away the bitter truth
The truth that says
Mutual love rarely does exist
When they do, it needs to come with trust
And the truth with trust is that
You can’t trust anybody
Without getting broken
Not even yourself

someday, i will come out of mysomeday, i will come out of my shell. until then, i'll be saying those words with a hollow heart

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That no one hears.
Into her pillow, every night
She cries her tears.

A shining blade
To pale Skin.
Onto the floor, every night
She bleeds her sin.

A scissors bite
To ruffled hair.
She cuts the strands tonight
Because she knows no one will care.

A shaking hand,
The bottle spills.
She shuts her eyes tonight
As she swallows all the pills.

A bright light
Against the black
She thinks no one will notice tomorrow,
When she doesn't come back.

A siren sounds
and they roll her away
We'll know her fate tomorrow,
If She'll live to see today.

Love, Are You Still Breathing? Palms face down on the floor.
You cry into the dirty carpet
When you can't contain it anymore.

Shivering hands that just won't quit.
Dead leaves in the wind,
Breaking apart bit by bit.

Are You breathing?
Remember to inhale.
Did you forget how when you heard me leaving?

I'm sorry that I wasn't there
When you unwrapped yourself from the sheets.
And, the truth is i tried to care.

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You just made my heart race faster.

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Remember to inhale.
Did you forget how when you heard me leaving?

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I

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Crash into an invisible shore.
That which I stand on, crumbles away.
I fall into the ocean once more.

The water presses me down,
It's clawed hands on my shoulders.
The pressure only worsens
and the temperature grows colder.

Down, down the dark current flows.
Yet, the end is not in sight.
It urges me on with gentle words
and I don't try to fight.

There is no air, but I still breath.
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Every Dollar is a Death Wish

by ~NahaniDawg, Nov 4, 2012, 7:56:44 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Urban & Spoken Word

I cut up my wrists like cheap coupons,
Did you know that blood is on sale today?

There's a suicide note in every dollar bill,
But only fools think that money can take the pain away.

Masochism is my new religion,
I preach the words into my skin with razor blades and blood stains

I'm getting married in this chapel.
But not to anyone you know. I am betrothed to the pain.

I'm gambling with cuts and cards up my sleeves
I've drawn my hand and I throw down my chips as the pain fades.

This casino is quickly running out of blood.
The last card I draw has no power to save me, a lousy two of spades.

Now my pockets are empty and the red stains have dried.
The life force inside is spent.

I cut up my wrists like cheap coupons, the razor slips
And the blood falls. The green paper is jagged and rough, the corners crooked and bent.

Every Dollar is a Death Wishby ~NahaniDawg

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Urban & Spoken Word

Feeling super depressed right now... Ended up writing this depressing thing... *le sigh* I guess its loosely inspired by some of Marilyn Manson's song lyrics, but in no way copies them...

Critique by =Keko-Meko Nov 4, 2012, 8:09:33 PM

This is simply amazing. Obviously, not in the part that this is, in fact, a piece of suicidal fragmentation. Amazing due to the fact that your mind works like a college thesaurus. Your wording is absolutely amazing, your words themselves aren't ordinary, rather, aboriginal.

I can easily relate to this, and that's one of many things that makes this so great. You easily summed up a depression episode in poetry. Your similes and metaphors astound me, beyond words.

I like how you have the narrator's point of view, but that you also acknowledge other, "normal", people and their point of views on the depressed. That's good writing.

- KeKo

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~smileyjunior711 Nov 5, 2012 Hobbyist Artisan Crafter

I Love you (: and this is really cool!

~NahaniDawg Nov 6, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

thanks

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~mickykilljoy Nov 5, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

I love this so much Laura! Darker and darker by every poem! I'm so proud :3

~NahaniDawg Nov 5, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

:3 glad you like it!

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~isasongs Nov 5, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

This is very very nice. Love the metaphors and the overall feeling isbrought out nicely.

~NahaniDawg Nov 5, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Thank you very much!

~isasongs Nov 6, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

No problem. Please feel free to check out my work as well.

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